Thursday, July 10, 2014

Hey, Hun
Its raining today. I wish you could be over here to enjoy it with me. I love rain.
I wish you had stayed long enough to realize that I love the rain. Or a lot of other things about me. It seems like you left as soon as I trusted you with details about my life.
I wish that you were still here. All the times you told me how great I was.. I don't know what to think of those anymore..
You told me I was caring. How can I be caring when my heart feels like its broken?
You told me I was trusting. But my trust has been broken again. This time by you..
You told me I was selfless. But I selfishly want you back right now.. Want to talk to you and hold you close.
Or all the plans we had? You told me we would still be friends. Most definitely, you said. That was two weeks ago..
Or everything I've done for you.
Is it really all gone in the blink if an eye?
Are you really gone from me?

Hey, Hun,
I just want you to know that I love you, and miss you. I forgive you and I'm sorry for what I've done.
While I wish that you were here with me tonight, I know that staying on the past won't help me. All of my what ifs, or I should haves, they don't mean much anymore. The truth of the matter is, it happened. And we are both probably better for it.

Hey, Hun,
I just wanted to tell you goodbye.
You never gave me the chance.

Hey, Hun,
I miss you.